i am trying hard to get to the point where there is life after ngondro.
but at the moment life after ngondro is pure fiction. :
I can certainly relate to that ....
The completion of my practice is far enough in the future, that to think of that is to consider fiction. The way I see it it, I may never finish. I don't see myself stopping the practice, either. It's just going to take a long time - a really long time.
I think I'm ok with that.
Hell, it may be that when I do manage to "finish" Ngondro I may continue doing it afterwards. I really like the pracice. I feel like I have a pretty solid connection to it. So, it may be that Ngondro has become my main practice for the forseeable future.
So, for some of us, there may not be an "after Ngondro".