avisitor wrote:I am a simple person so I usually go for the simple answers.
To me the dreams seems to represent a deep desire to open oneself up to the dharma life.
I could be wrong??
Might be right, but at the same time the more open I become to that life, the more obstacles I face, soon as I dedicated myself to the pursuit of peace, Dharma, and compassion, to be a Bodhisattva, my life falls apart instantly. apparently this life just doesn't have that in store for me.
I swear I have demons haunting me, just waiting to rip anything good I have going for myself apart. At the moment I think I'm just giving up. That's what they want anyway, might as well let em have it. (And for those who think im joking, crazy, or exaggerating, then just interpret this as bad circumstances begin tearing me apart every-time I try to become very serious at my Dharma practice.)
If It wasen't for my mood problems and addictions I'd be in monk robes right now.
"We know nothing at all. All our knowledge is but the knowledge of schoolchildren. The real nature of things we shall never know." - Albert Einstein