Did i reach nirvana?
Did i reach nirvana?
Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
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No. You wouldn't be asking. =)
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Re: Did i reach nirvana?
Ah, you beat me to the answer. That is my favorite way to answer that too. One might need a teacher to discuss and confirm some initial insights, techniques, etc but for full-enlightenment; if you have to ask, that means it is not. Every once in a while I'll get an email asking for me to confirm if someone is enlightened or for contact info of a famous monk for them to confirm enlightenment. I'll answer something like, "no need, you're not enlightened." And then typically an angry email might come back and then I explain that I'm not being rude, it is just that you wouldn't be asking.TaTa wrote:No. You wouldn't be asking. =)
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Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
Yes, you did. Now you are back to being non-enlightened again.
It’s eye blinking.
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David N. Snyder wrote: And then typically an angry email might come back
Which then is the proof that the person is not enlightened
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When I started Vipassana meditation I had a great teacher who told me to watch what happens. Just watch, that's all you need to do in the SN Goenka vipassana retreat he sent me too. My teacher stressed equanimity, I had no clue at the time what equanimity meant. I'd never heard the word before. I'm from the deep woods of Oregon, a West Coast Redneck. I knew nothing about Buddhism or meditation except I had read a book about Buddhism that talked about letting go of suffering. I knew I was the cause of my own suffering at that time. I had tried everything I could think of but couldn't let go of my old habits. As soon as I read the 4 Noble Truths and the Eightfold Path I knew I had found an answer to my problem regarding deeply ingrained habits. I found myself a teacher right away, figuring I hadn't been able to shake my habits on my own and I needed some help.
My first retreats I encountered many strange, beautiful, painful mind states and let go of a lot of old habits just from watching the body and mind with a steady minds eye. Some of the mind states I saw I would of surely felt I had found nirvana and became a Buddha. I was lucky enough to have a good teacher who grounded me enough so I could see I hadn't found anything except what I've always been...just me, just stuff that has been going on in my head since I was born.
I would suggest you investigate the Four Sublime states, especially equanimity. http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/4sublime_states.pdf
Being uneducated and having a teacher I trusted, I never figured in this life time I would experience enlightenment. Although I remain open and ready just in case. I find a good sense of humor really helps especially when I start thinking I'm a super cool bodhisattva I am working on being a redneck bodhisattva
My first retreats I encountered many strange, beautiful, painful mind states and let go of a lot of old habits just from watching the body and mind with a steady minds eye. Some of the mind states I saw I would of surely felt I had found nirvana and became a Buddha. I was lucky enough to have a good teacher who grounded me enough so I could see I hadn't found anything except what I've always been...just me, just stuff that has been going on in my head since I was born.
I would suggest you investigate the Four Sublime states, especially equanimity. http://www.buddhanet.net/pdf_file/4sublime_states.pdf
Being uneducated and having a teacher I trusted, I never figured in this life time I would experience enlightenment. Although I remain open and ready just in case. I find a good sense of humor really helps especially when I start thinking I'm a super cool bodhisattva I am working on being a redneck bodhisattva
Mind and mental events are concepts, mere postulations within the three realms of samsara Longchenpa .... A link to my Garden, Art and Foodie blog Scratch Living
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@reddust: Thanks for pointing out this document. It came in the right moment.
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Reddust, Thanks for the offering "The world suffers. But most men have their eyes and
ears closed. They do not see the unbroken stream of
tears flowing through life; they do not hear the cry of
distress continually pervading the world. their own little
grief or joy bars their sight, deafens their ears. Bound by
selfishness, their hearts turn stiff and narrow. Being stiff
and narrow, how should they be able to strive for any
higher goal, to realize that only release from selfish craving
will effect their own freedom from suffering?"
ears closed. They do not see the unbroken stream of
tears flowing through life; they do not hear the cry of
distress continually pervading the world. their own little
grief or joy bars their sight, deafens their ears. Bound by
selfishness, their hearts turn stiff and narrow. Being stiff
and narrow, how should they be able to strive for any
higher goal, to realize that only release from selfish craving
will effect their own freedom from suffering?"
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You are a "super cool bodhisattva" reddust ... thank you for the link.
Never lose your sense of humour
Never lose your sense of humour
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Oh my thank youTRC wrote:You are a "super cool bodhisattva" reddust ... thank you for the link.
Never lose your sense of humour
Thank you Gwenn, this information and practice saved my lifeGwenn Dana wrote:@reddust: Thanks for pointing out this document. It came in the right moment.
We all suffer no matter our gender. I think because of habits, I think gender is a habit (haha), we express our suffering differently from one person to the next. Women have given a sea of milk and cried ocean of tears for their babies and family but men grieved for their families too. If you have ever sat in a position of authority it is an awful burden to bear. Since most men hold positions of authority they are suffering greatly. As I said in other posts I think the world would be healed if men and women could be best friends. But I figure you can't fix samsara so I try and be a best friend to all my men friends no matter how buttheaded they get or hit on me to see how my bell rings.greentara wrote:Reddust, Thanks for the offering "The world suffers. But most men have their eyes and
ears closed. They do not see the unbroken stream of
tears flowing through life; they do not hear the cry of
distress continually pervading the world. their own little
grief or joy bars their sight, deafens their ears. Bound by
selfishness, their hearts turn stiff and narrow. Being stiff
and narrow, how should they be able to strive for any
higher goal, to realize that only release from selfish craving
will effect their own freedom from suffering?"
You know I was molested as a kid by my stepfather. I've told the story here many times. I never hated him because even as a child I see the great torment in his mind that had made him into a monster. I was terribly afraid of him but I did not hate him. My mother allowed this to happen, she was an enabler of monsters. She confused me more than my stepfather. Who was more narrow minded my Mom or my Stepfather? Once you see this it's hard to carry a grudge.
Mind and mental events are concepts, mere postulations within the three realms of samsara Longchenpa .... A link to my Garden, Art and Foodie blog Scratch Living
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Hi. Did this happen during meditation?Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
It's just a bit confusing how you explained it, and the timeline of events.
You say that your crown chakra opened. Why did it close ?
Re: Did i reach nirvana?
Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
No, but it's definitely a step forward.
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Do you still experience any kind or any amount of, Anguish, Anxiety, Dissatisfaction, Discomfort, Discontent, Frustration, Misery, Sorrow, Stress, Suffering, Uneasiness, Unhappiness, Unsatisfactoriness? If yes, then no.
Agreed!dude wrote:Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
No, but it's definitely a step forward.
One should not kill any living being, nor cause it to be killed, nor should one incite any other to kill. Do never injure any being, whether strong or weak, in this entire universe!
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Ofc you did. Now you can simply enjoy it!Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
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It sounds like you had a brief glimpse, nothing more. Keep practicing.Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
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May I dare ask, as a newcomer, what do you expect to find if you had really attained Nirvana?
Is Nirvana your goal or do you not prefer to enjoy the landscape as you walk?
Remember the sentence "Nirvana in Samsara"?
Up until now Buddhism has helped me lead a more conscious and meaningful life. If there is something like a Nirvana, it would mean, to me, more of a change in perspective on my present life rather than something that will take place somewhere, somehow in a faraway future.
Like the other members said, if you had really attained Nirvana you would not be asking. What you should be asking yourself is "Did this experience somehow throw a new light on my life or improve it somehow"?
Is Nirvana your goal or do you not prefer to enjoy the landscape as you walk?
Remember the sentence "Nirvana in Samsara"?
Up until now Buddhism has helped me lead a more conscious and meaningful life. If there is something like a Nirvana, it would mean, to me, more of a change in perspective on my present life rather than something that will take place somewhere, somehow in a faraway future.
Like the other members said, if you had really attained Nirvana you would not be asking. What you should be asking yourself is "Did this experience somehow throw a new light on my life or improve it somehow"?
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dude wrote:Jericho wrote:Last year i had basically a "psychedelic like experience" in which all my life unlocked to the age of 5.This wasn't a flash, it was slowly.I was practically reborn.The conection to the source was very strong as i experienced infinite bliss and from that point my crown chakra opened.DId i reach enlightment or not?
p.s. i have been doing vipassana meditation.
No, but it's definitely a step forward.
Or a step backward as it creates another load of concepts and with it obstacles to overcome.
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Whenever I devote myself to your infallible word, O great one.Gwenn Dana wrote:How often will you reach it?