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by AvaLily
Tue Feb 06, 2018 10:02 pm
Forum: Meditation
Topic: agitated and upset after meditating out of house
Replies: 6
Views: 1146

agitated and upset after meditating out of house

av been trying to meditate on and off but over the last month or so my husband has noticed when i meditate out of the house i become very agitated and upset i am an abuse survivor and its maybe that my mind thinks it may be unsafe to do this unsure if its anything to do with caffine i do most of the...
by AvaLily
Fri Oct 06, 2017 7:05 am
Forum: Help Required
Topic: Not feeling totally safe around my dad
Replies: 23
Views: 2421

Re: Not feeling totally safe around my dad

get out of there now its abuse either way i am concerned for your safety
please try and find somewhere ASAP
by AvaLily
Wed Oct 04, 2017 3:46 pm
Forum: Announcements
Topic: Server migration Sept 22
Replies: 43
Views: 4539

Re: Server migration Sept 22

:oops: sorry
by AvaLily
Wed Oct 04, 2017 1:09 pm
Forum: Announcements
Topic: Server migration Sept 22
Replies: 43
Views: 4539

Re: Server migration Sept 22

i cant seem to log off i would have made my own topic but i couldnt find make a new thread button either
by AvaLily
Sat Sep 30, 2017 12:15 pm
Forum: Ethical Conduct
Topic: Is suicide OK?
Replies: 87
Views: 9583

Re: Is suicide OK?

Suicide is never ok well at lest for the families left behind i lost my step dad to suicide 6 years ago in September the pain of losing a loved one anyway is upsetting but losing someone to suicide is so painful he gone we had to tell my 6 and 7 year old nieces that there granddad is gone he was lov...
by AvaLily
Wed Sep 27, 2017 5:03 pm
Forum: Wellness, Diet and Fitness
Topic: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance
Replies: 22
Views: 2530

Re: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance

i too have OCD and no its not fun at all i have Religious OCD to do with being someone who was born into the Catholic church before you are able to talk or crawl a vow was put in place that id be a Catholic No matter what then when i was 9/10 i went to my first confession told my sins and i was forg...
by AvaLily
Tue Jul 26, 2016 7:51 pm
Forum: Help Required
Topic: eating and mental health problems
Replies: 4
Views: 1152

Re: eating and mental health problems

Thank you for the replies . yes am able to clean my wounds my husband helps me as well i have bandages etc in the house My self injury is never so bad as needing to got to hospital treatment apart from when i have overdosed i have to be taking in as they need to keep an eye on me my husband now lock...
by AvaLily
Mon Jul 25, 2016 10:33 am
Forum: Help Required
Topic: eating and mental health problems
Replies: 4
Views: 1152

eating and mental health problems

:namaste: i have been struggling with an eating disorder since i was 13 mainly because i was bulled a lot at school because am obese ( i was big when i was 13 ) over the last 4 years if gotten to the point where am not eating much i have been to my dr and she said because i have a high BMI ( 40 ) i ...
by AvaLily
Tue Jul 19, 2016 8:58 pm
Forum: Help Required
Topic: family crap going on
Replies: 6
Views: 1293

Re: family crap going on

Thank you all for replying to me
my niece and little one are staying with my mum until things have been sorted out and that she sees a drugs counselor every week
things are better now
by AvaLily
Sun Jul 17, 2016 5:12 pm
Forum: Help Required
Topic: family crap going on
Replies: 6
Views: 1293

family crap going on

:tantrum: I am really really stressed at the moment family things going on basically my 20 year old niece who use to take heroin but got clean and has a 9 month old great niece maybe going to be put in care my mother who is 65 and looks after my 13 and 15 year old nieces says she wants to get custod...
by AvaLily
Mon Jul 11, 2016 8:44 am
Forum: Prayers and Aspirations
Topic: friend in hospital, sounds bad/
Replies: 2
Views: 901

Re: friend in hospital, sounds bad/

Praying for Connor :anjali:
by AvaLily
Mon Jul 11, 2016 8:36 am
Forum: Meditation
Topic: Meditation in Nature
Replies: 57
Views: 11241

Re: Meditation in Nature

Buddha meditated in Nature so we should follow his example i have never done its yet, unfortunately i live in Scotland where it rains most of the time i would like to go to the beach and meditate there with the waves crashing to the shore there is so much beauty in this world I am grateful for this ...
by AvaLily
Sat Jul 09, 2016 6:40 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: re introduction
Replies: 13
Views: 2448

Re: sorry av not been around

Thank you for replying and the link
yes am in Scotland
by AvaLily
Sat Jul 09, 2016 6:05 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: re introduction
Replies: 13
Views: 2448

sorry av not been around

:namaste: Its MAXUK Since the last time i was here my mental health has been stable until earlier in the week i started to see my step dad ( my step dad died 5 years ago in September he killed himself ) i wanted to save him ...my husband found out and he took me to the crisis team and they gave me a...
by AvaLily
Sat Jul 09, 2016 5:34 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: re introduction
Replies: 13
Views: 2448

Re: re introduction

:namaste: Sorry av not been around :coffee: i have changed my gender to demigirl ( meaning am more female than male ) I changed my name to AvaLily am sorry if i keep going back and forward to the forums i keep going back and forward with this ...my family will not be happy that i have chosen Buddhis...
by AvaLily
Sat Jul 09, 2016 3:59 pm
Forum: Suggestion Box
Topic: name change
Replies: 2
Views: 944

Re: name change

Thank you
by AvaLily
Sat Jul 09, 2016 1:46 pm
Forum: Suggestion Box
Topic: name change
Replies: 2
Views: 944

name change

:namaste: Hi can i have my name Changed to AvaLily please
thank you
i pm'ed someone but never got answer :anjali:
by AvaLily
Thu Mar 03, 2016 8:01 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: re introduction
Replies: 13
Views: 2448

Re: re introduction

my name was Ella i know call myself MAXUK the reason i have changed my name as i am Transgender / Gender queer :namaste:
by AvaLily
Fri Feb 26, 2016 6:41 pm
Forum: Dharma in Everyday Life
Topic: Is it possible to be both ?
Replies: 24
Views: 2704

Re: Is it possible to be both ?

i have always believed in reincarnation ...past lives etc i believe there is somewhere like heaven once we have achieve enlightenment i believe in karma beileve there is suffering and the truth of it and the truth behind suffering and what we can do about it individually and non individually just to...
by AvaLily
Tue Feb 16, 2016 9:10 pm
Forum: Dharma in Everyday Life
Topic: Is it possible to be both ?
Replies: 24
Views: 2704

Is it possible to be both ?

i dont know where to post this so if it the wrong place please move it I was born to a Catholic family ...i was bought up in a Catholic school ...where they did what ever they wanted to us and we where all too scared to tell even now am too scared to tell and its was over 30 years ago As soon as i w...

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