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by Jesse
Sun May 20, 2018 7:11 pm
Forum: Media
Topic: Music time
Replies: 1842
Views: 149352

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by Jesse
Sun May 20, 2018 1:56 am
Forum: Media
Topic: Music time
Replies: 1842
Views: 149352

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by Jesse
Sat May 19, 2018 1:46 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

just writing whatever comes out to express yourself without the limitations of the conscious judging mind watching every word or action for censoring because questionable material should never be said, even less written lest society should look at you funny and you know what as I remain getting olde...
by Jesse
Mon May 14, 2018 7:08 pm
Forum: Wellness, Diet and Fitness
Topic: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance
Replies: 22
Views: 1519

Re: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance

Haldol is an ancient anti-psychotic which has been proven to be both ineffective in treatment (other than as a chemical restraint.), and one that causes brain damage, and damage to the nervous system. Haloperidol is only used for sedation nowadays. It is very rarely prescribed as a treatment for an...
by Jesse
Mon May 14, 2018 4:19 am
Forum: Wellness, Diet and Fitness
Topic: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance
Replies: 22
Views: 1519

Re: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance

Questionsdharma wrote:
Thu May 10, 2018 7:03 pm
I have been in therapy for 5 years,none of it worked.
Look into Dialectical Behavioral Therapy.


https://behavioraltech.org/resources/fa ... erapy-dbt/

It is the official combination of CBT and Mindfulness that is used in the USA, and approved for treating mental disorders.
by Jesse
Mon May 14, 2018 3:20 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

My little boat at sea. Edited the poem quite a bit, so I'm reposting the revised version, sorry I shoulda fully edited before I posted, but I keep finding things I want to change. :reading: My little boat at sea. ------------ Everyone whose ever loved me has abandoned me one way or another and soon...
by Jesse
Mon May 14, 2018 2:32 am
Forum: Wellness, Diet and Fitness
Topic: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance
Replies: 22
Views: 1519

Re: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance

My sympathy goes to you.I have the exact same thing.I have had type 3" magical thinking"OCD since the age of 8 or 9,intrusive thoughts and false memories.I have been making vows since last yr to counteract my OCD and intrusive thoughts.for example ,my mind will tell me that if you look at something...
by Jesse
Mon May 14, 2018 1:34 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

My little boat at sea. ____________________________________ Everyone whom ever loved me has abandoned me in one way or another and soon left me alone drowning in my own little sea of shame and with no one there to save me I've become so tired of playing these games where I'm the one left wanting le...
by Jesse
Thu May 10, 2018 11:11 pm
Forum: Wellness, Diet and Fitness
Topic: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance
Replies: 22
Views: 1519

Re: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance

My sympathy goes to you.I have the exact same thing.I have had type 3" magical thinking"OCD since the age of 8 or 9,intrusive thoughts and false memories.I have been making vows since last yr to counteract my OCD and intrusive thoughts.for example ,my mind will tell me that if you look at something...
by Jesse
Thu May 10, 2018 11:05 pm
Forum: Wellness, Diet and Fitness
Topic: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance
Replies: 22
Views: 1519

Re: Religious ocd, vow problem, and seeking guidance

OCD is not the silly little character defect you find on television shows. OCD is a devastating mental illness that destroys peoples lives. One that sends people to psych wards, intensive care units, and morgues, and that's when they are lucky. So, can we please stop entertaining the idea that it's ...
by Jesse
Sun May 06, 2018 8:42 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

For someone whom hurts the same. ------------------------- Keeper of my sanity provider of pills, and unpaid bills, forsaken, I've taken of the blue and green, for they give the best of thrills, and as I swallow each one, I find myself further from the pain of this girl whom stole my heart and who ...
by Jesse
Thu May 03, 2018 11:05 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

Prayer of Impermanence --- When I die, I wish for my ashes to be added to a sand mandala, to be perfect in compassion, peace, and understanding with perfect sanity, and perfect wisdom, and once it's through; I wish to be scattered along with the thoughts of all our ancestors, all of our teachers, a...
by Jesse
Thu May 03, 2018 6:53 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

You can't release pent up emotions without feeling it :lol: Pent up what without doing what? I dunno, Jesse. Some things are better recognized for the confusion they are and left unfelt. With time and new experiences, the old emotions evaporate, and for better or worse, we're set free. https://yout...
by Jesse
Thu May 03, 2018 6:05 am
Forum: Lounge
Topic: Young people are loneliest?
Replies: 56
Views: 1436

Re: Young people are loneliest?

Kevin... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RdgiAXipDA Right back at ya' :yinyang: The greatest Americans have not been born yet They are waiting patiently for the past to die Please give blood Those crumbled tablets were to share a story with a burning bush Where is that voice from nowhere to remind...
by Jesse
Thu May 03, 2018 12:45 am
Forum: Lounge
Topic: Young people are loneliest?
Replies: 56
Views: 1436

Re: Young people are loneliest?

In one of C.S. Lewis' sci-fi novels, he predicted that men and women would someday lie down not with actual human beings, but cunningly-fashioned images of people, and thus avoid real human contact. In the modern industrialized societies of Europe, America, and East and Southeast Asia, young people...
by Jesse
Wed May 02, 2018 9:25 pm
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

Do you gentlefolk, chicas, and assorted critters mind if I take a crack at this poetry thing? No need to respond—here goes: Pick at You Fat, oval, Pokemon face Brown Pikachu complete with cheeks You and your stupid capris. One of eight daughters, one of two Why did I pay for what was never done By ...
by Jesse
Tue May 01, 2018 8:23 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

Snowing Ashes ---- I penned a pen bent out of my mind asylum I seek, and of fetid dreams I reek silence dreaded, but it seems it's all she can speak.. should have taken my time, but padded cells they shook us to the core; in our loneliness we held each other in embrace like no-one has ever been hel...
by Jesse
Mon Apr 30, 2018 8:13 pm
Forum: Sūtra Studies
Topic: Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra: "Until we come to..."
Replies: 6
Views: 460

Re: Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra: "Until we come to..."

Doesn't the Diamond Sutra go into more detail? I thought both sutras were fairly identical in content? I may be wrong. I just thought the content was similar: “Subhuti, do you think that you can measure all of the space in the Eastern Heavens?” “No, Most Honored One. One cannot possibly measure all ...
by Jesse
Mon Apr 30, 2018 6:11 am
Forum: Creative Writing
Topic: Two months of writing.
Replies: 25
Views: 927

Re: Two months of writing.

Profound Darkness; Exuberant Light -- You know, when the police show up, and take you away; it's imperative to know the narrative, and.... When you know just the right thing's to say, an actor without a conscious, or desire to face the days to come. I'm a pretender, and liar and a fake. snakes slit...
by Jesse
Wed Apr 25, 2018 9:16 pm
Forum: Media
Topic: Music time
Replies: 1842
Views: 149352

Re: Music time