I am extermely afraid please help

[shanyin]

I am extremely disturbed please help.

[Johnny Dangerous]

I'll dedicate my practice, say mantras etc., but do you have someone who can help you in person, someone you can talk to?

[DNS]

I am extremely disturbed please help.

From the terms of service:

Members who are suffering a serious mental illness should seek diagnosis and treatment from a qualified medical professional within their community and those who are suffering from an acute phase of a mental illness, including intention to self harm and/or are suicidal should seek immediate assistance. http://www.befrienders.org/index.asp
~ Members are asked not to use Dharma Wheel as a platform to express intentions of self harm or suicide, the experience of voices or other hallucinations or other artefacts of acute mental illness.
~ When encountering a member suffering an acute episode of a mental illness, we should treat that member with compassion and refer that member to medical/emergency services within that person's community.

If any of the above applies to you, seek help from that website or suicide hotline services or other emergency assistance.

[明安 Myoan]

The above is sufficiently excellent advice during this difficult moment. Heartfelt wishes to you.