My experience has been that, as I've read more about Tibetan Buddhism, I've grown more confident in these doctrines as a result of encountering descriptions of Buddhist masters (e.g. the death of the sixteenth Karmapa), accounts of visionary experiences, and so on. However, I still haven't resolved for myself the question of whether visions can contain any truth or ideas to them that weren't already buried in ungerminated form within the mind of the visionary. I've come across accounts from Out-Of-Body Experience adepts such as Robert Monroe and Frederick Aardema that seem to suggest that it is possible to access previously unknown facts about the world. But crucially, their anxious, egoic thoughts and concerns seem to distort their ability to access this external information, similar to how one's creativity tends to be obstructed until one "loses oneself" in the act of creation. So I'm open to the idea that awakened beings may have much more reliable access to actual discovery of knowledge through visions. Ultimately I just feel the weight of "evidence" I've accumulated so far isn't yet sufficient for me to be able to confidently make decisions in accordance with the aforementioned Buddhist doctrines. I would greatly appreciate assistance in encountering more of this "evidence", and more easily.
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- Anything that can't be written off as merely vivid imaginings, and that seems to suggest access to external information previously unknown to the visionary is especially appreciated.
- I don't mean to limit responses to just descriptions of visions: I'd appreciate anything that you found even remotely persuasive, or even just ideas for where I'm likely to find such material.
- By "persuasive", I don't necessarily mean "convincing", but just "increasing one's belief in X or making one more open to the possibility of X being true".
- I'm not looking for scientific evidence of these doctrines.
- If you're going to question the usefulness of this endeavor, or post anything that could be interpreted as "defeatist", please at least try to provide a convincing, fleshed-out argument.
- Also, don't assume that I'm prepared to take your word on anything remotely questionable: please try to provide sources.