Help me get over my jealousy
Help me get over my jealousy
So I have gotten pointed out by myself that I have a jealousy problem. I haven´t been able to identify what kind of jealousy it is; it doesn´t look like jealousy like in a romantic relationship. It looks like that I´m not getting the attention I want, or if other people get treated kindly but not me. I get angry because of it and I´d like to get over it soon. I told myself "at least I don´t say anything angry on it" but this is no excuse... I´m not sure if I always were like this, or this is something that has developed lately. But I got it pointed out now.
I feel stuck for several months. Any comments are appreciated.
I feel stuck for several months. Any comments are appreciated.
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Re: Help me get over my jealousy
odysseus wrote:So I have gotten pointed out by myself that I have a jealousy problem. I haven´t been able to identify what kind of jealousy it is; it doesn´t look like jealousy like in a romantic relationship. It looks like that I´m not getting the attention I want, or if other people get treated kindly but not me. I get angry because of it and I´d like to get over it soon. I told myself "at least I don´t say anything angry on it" but this is no excuse... I´m not sure if I always were like this, or this is something that has developed lately. But I got it pointed out now.
I feel stuck for several months. Any comments are appreciated.
Take out the jealousy and beat it with your fist.
It’s eye blinking.
Re: Help me get over my jealousy
Hm, unless this will make my brain boil over even more. I don´t know how to do any wrathful methods for dealing with delusion.LastLegend wrote: Take out the jealousy and beat it with your fist.
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How about giving yourself some of that good old loving-kindness?
I don't just mean the meditation (but that too!), but a healthy mean, a nice walk or a jog, smile at yourself in the mirror and wish yourself a nice day. Just cultivating a warm kind attitude to yourself and others can go a long way. It's the work of the heart.
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I don't just mean the meditation (but that too!), but a healthy mean, a nice walk or a jog, smile at yourself in the mirror and wish yourself a nice day. Just cultivating a warm kind attitude to yourself and others can go a long way. It's the work of the heart.
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In same caring I find ThIch Nhat Hanh his method great. It is directly. Jealousy is pain, therefore mindfulness help to recognize the pain and so not lose in a pool of suffering. Mindfulness is (metaphorical) the big space, jealousy is the little. The big is taking care, embracing the little, eventually by saying “its’ okay”. Then the feeling is losing, it is helping to subside as it arise.
By fighting with the feeling or suppressing we make it worse.
Here more about 1.26.29 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJE3eye2BXg" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
By fighting with the feeling or suppressing we make it worse.
Here more about 1.26.29 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJE3eye2BXg" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
Re: Help me get over my jealousy
The traditional cure is its opposite, sympathetic joy. I find it very, very effective. Just practice being happy for other people's happiness.
Look at the unfathomable spinelessness of man: all the means he's been given to stay alert he uses, in the end, to ornament his sleep. – Rene Daumal
the modern mind has become so limited and single-visioned that it has lost touch with normal perception - John Michell
the modern mind has become so limited and single-visioned that it has lost touch with normal perception - John Michell
Re: Help me get over my jealousy
I think LastLegend is on the right track.odysseus wrote:Hm, unless this will make my brain boil over even more. I don´t know how to do any wrathful methods for dealing with delusion.LastLegend wrote: Take out the jealousy and beat it with your fist.
It sounds like what's driving your jealousy is anger ... at not being given the attention you want. This anger will cause all manor of havoc for you unless you find it, feel it, and play-act out your feelings (by beating it with your fist, or even better, beating the target of your anger = the person who's getting the attention you want, the person who's not giving you attention, etc.). There are some primal emotions you cannot simply meditate away. Deep anger, for example.
I'd say as long as we have an active self/ego, we have an active psychology, and psychological problems are best treated with psychological methods.
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Re: Help me get over my jealousy
I've heard that play acting or beating out anger is actually not recommended. think the antidotes and actually prayer might be best bet.rachmiel wrote:I think LastLegend is on the right track.
It sounds like what's driving your jealousy is anger ... at not being given the attention you want. This anger will cause all manor of havoc for you unless you find it, feel it, and play-act out your feelings (by beating it with your fist, or even better, beating the target of your anger = the person who's getting the attention you want, the person who's not giving you attention, etc.). There are some primal emotions you cannot simply meditate away. Deep anger, for example.
EDIT but LastLegend tends to talk that crazy talk...
I should be meditating.
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I realize it's controversial to suggest psychological treatment in a Buddhist community.
Thing is, until self/ego is utterly tamed, has lost all its ability to cause mischief and foster illusion ... we are driven in no small measure by our psyches. Buddhism is very practical. I would think (hope!) that it would recognize that psychological problems are often best treated with psychological therapies.
Thing is, until self/ego is utterly tamed, has lost all its ability to cause mischief and foster illusion ... we are driven in no small measure by our psyches. Buddhism is very practical. I would think (hope!) that it would recognize that psychological problems are often best treated with psychological therapies.
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Oh no was not implying that it was controversial to suggest psychological treatment but acting out anger subtly reinforces it. Busy with my son today but there are articles on the web. I remember reading one by His Holiness or Lama Yeshe maybe where they also didn't recommend it.rachmiel wrote:I realize it's controversial to suggest psychological treatment in a Buddhist community.
Thing is, until self/ego is utterly tamed, has lost all its ability to cause mischief and foster illusion ... we are driven in no small measure by our psyches. Buddhism is very practical. I would think (hope!) that it would recognize that psychological problems are often best treated with psychological therapies.
EDIT no think psych-buddha model actually syncs quite a bit. There's just some stuff that don't feel is kosher.
I should be meditating.
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I'm talking about acting out in your mind, not in reality. Imagining that you beat this or that.lorem wrote:Oh no was not implying that it was controversial to suggest psychological treatment but acting out anger subtly reinforces it.
When anger arises, it's like a field of energy in your body. Finding and feeling the anger might dissipate it. But if the anger is deep enough, conditioned enough (by experience), merely feeling it does not suffice. It needs to be acted out (in the mind's eye) to release the energy.
Btw I'm not just making this up as I go along! I was taught this approach to dealing with primal stuck emotions by a therapist who also does Zen and mindfulness. He was taught it by his teacher. So it's got a bit of a pedigree.
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Re: Help me get over my jealousy
Another way to do it is contemplate the non-separation between us and everything else (including people). When hearing sound or noise, does the noise arise seperate from mind? When seeing people, are the people seperate from mind? If everything isn't in mind, how can it arise? If it is in mind, where is mind?
Can we take out jealousy and beat it with our fist? Of course not because it's not an actual object, so then contemplate the empty nature of anger. This method does not work for me.
I would say practice will gradually decrease the view that self is important. Through practicing charities will accumulate merit that will aide with Dharma practice. Also practice not holding things to be too important, views like right and wrong.
Try not to associate with people who constantly talk to provoke jealousy.
Lastly, we are here to suffer in one way or other. Learn to endure. Also, don't hold this body to be so important. It's like a shirt that we wear. Great bodhisattvas give their bodies to sentient beings all the time, gauging their eye out for example. So then this body should be no use to us, use it to service sentient beings (not suggesting one should gauge his/her eye out). Just something (not holding this body to be too important) to keep in mind.
I can't do any of these many and probably should take my own advice. I suffer just like you dawg.
Can we take out jealousy and beat it with our fist? Of course not because it's not an actual object, so then contemplate the empty nature of anger. This method does not work for me.
I would say practice will gradually decrease the view that self is important. Through practicing charities will accumulate merit that will aide with Dharma practice. Also practice not holding things to be too important, views like right and wrong.
Try not to associate with people who constantly talk to provoke jealousy.
Lastly, we are here to suffer in one way or other. Learn to endure. Also, don't hold this body to be so important. It's like a shirt that we wear. Great bodhisattvas give their bodies to sentient beings all the time, gauging their eye out for example. So then this body should be no use to us, use it to service sentient beings (not suggesting one should gauge his/her eye out). Just something (not holding this body to be too important) to keep in mind.
I can't do any of these many and probably should take my own advice. I suffer just like you dawg.
It’s eye blinking.
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Okay that's cool but I still think no. Better to feed and nourish. But then I've been taught Chod approach. 84,000 doors.rachmiel wrote:I'm talking about acting out in your mind, not in reality. Imagining that you beat this or that.lorem wrote:Oh no was not implying that it was controversial to suggest psychological treatment but acting out anger subtly reinforces it.
When anger arises, it's like a field of energy in your body. Finding and feeling the anger might dissipate it. But if the anger is deep enough, conditioned enough (by experience), merely feeling it does not suffice. It needs to be acted out (in the mind's eye) to release the energy.
Btw I'm not just making this up as I go along! I was taught this approach to dealing with primal stuck emotions by a therapist who also does Zen and mindfulness. He was taught it by his teacher. So it's got a bit of a pedigree.
I should be meditating.
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Everything else fails, pray hard to Buddha or Bodhisattva. That's what I do.
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I've had a similar problem...I think it has been more of an obsession about being jealous, it felt foreign & unnatural. There is one good way to reduce it: keep practicing loving kindness. I find this to be most effective. Jealousy still shows up from time to time, but it is clearly less of a problem now than it was a year ago.odysseus wrote:So I have gotten pointed out by myself that I have a jealousy problem. I haven´t been able to identify what kind of jealousy it is; it doesn´t look like jealousy like in a romantic relationship. It looks like that I´m not getting the attention I want, or if other people get treated kindly but not me. I get angry because of it and I´d like to get over it soon. I told myself "at least I don´t say anything angry on it" but this is no excuse... I´m not sure if I always were like this, or this is something that has developed lately. But I got it pointed out now.
I feel stuck for several months. Any comments are appreciated.
Re: Help me get over my jealousy
I´m not going to venture into a psycho-drama with anyone. I could talk with a psychotherapist, just to hear their version of my complex. But I´m not eager to shell out $100 an hour for a temporary solution.
I´ll consider your feedback, thanks a bunch... There can be various ways to deal with it.
Maybe it´s no so bad as I think it is. It just comes and goes. I believe it´s more a disturbance of my soul, rather than a psychological issue. I mean, what do I really expect about my person, folks? I have no idea - you tell me.
I´ll consider your feedback, thanks a bunch... There can be various ways to deal with it.
Maybe it´s no so bad as I think it is. It just comes and goes. I believe it´s more a disturbance of my soul, rather than a psychological issue. I mean, what do I really expect about my person, folks? I have no idea - you tell me.
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Try this thought experiment:odysseus wrote:I believe it´s more a disturbance of my soul, rather than a psychological issue.
If you were ego/self-less, would the problem still be there?
From your description, I strongly doubt it. Which means psychology is involved: the complex of thoughts/feelings around your sense of self.
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"Oh no jealousy is not a good thing, I must not be jealous"odysseus wrote:I´m not going to venture into a psycho-drama with anyone. I could talk with a psychotherapist, just to hear their version of my complex. But I´m not eager to shell out $100 an hour for a temporary solution.
I´ll consider your feedback, thanks a bunch... There can be various ways to deal with it.
Maybe it´s no so bad as I think it is. It just comes and goes. I believe it´s more a disturbance of my soul, rather than a psychological issue. I mean, what do I really expect about my person, folks? I have no idea - you tell me.
That creates aversion.
Aversion makes the feeling stronger, and plants seeds for it's continued arising.
Treating yourself with compassion, and not trying to control your emotions/thoughts is non-attachment
non attachment will not strengthen the karma, instead sever it, it should stop arising.
Thus shall ye think of all this fleeting world:
A star at dawn, a bubble in a stream;
A flash of lightning in a summer cloud,
A flickering lamp, a phantom, and a dream.
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I have had all of it...anger outburst jealousy ego delusion anxiety paranoia oaccassional thoughts of self harm, and still do not as bad though. They do lessen over time. You wonder how I managed, I don't they manage themselves.
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Re: Help me get over my jealousy
I was reflecting on this issue further & I realized that a constant effort to shift attention from cherishing myself to cherishing others has been really helpful to me. (I've been doing this in an effort to build a foundation for loving kindness & compassion. Perhaps I did not quite expect that jealousy would go down...but it did. I think this practice may have had something to do with it)